Warning: This post gonna be lengthy so you have been warned to stop reading from here. Okbye.
It has been awhile now that I am in my 1month holiday. And I could finally say that I have consume back sufficient sleep (maybe a little bit too much) that I have lost for the past 3months. My daily routine would be: woke up at noon (usually 1 or 2pm), check phone with missed calls/messages/bbms/whatsapp, no one at home, stone awhile (30mins or so), reply calls/messages/bbms/whatsapp, start planning for the day, dress up a little (not realy. usually tanks and shorts/minis because the weather too hot!), then roam around like a drifter.
Time do pass really fast each day, 6months ago I was still an intern, a girl that was still confuse about a lot of things, but 6months later, I can proudly say that I have really became a better person with the life changing experiences (I literally meant life changing, not just a metaphor but really TOUGH situations) that happened in this short half year. It was not easy at first, with other things such as relationship and studies to juggle with, but now, I think I can manage? I still do feel sorrow once in awhile but you know me, I will eventually be happy and hyper again after awhile.
People say as you grow, responsibilities and burden grow as well. And I never truly understand that until now, after what had happened in these past 6months, I finally feel the responsibilities coming right down on me like a heavy rock. Sometimes I feel helpless though.
And yea, I am scare of being 20 soon. Very. Very. As for birthdays, funny thing is that I always depends on Facebook to help me remember people birthdays and now, since I don't own a Facebook, I am ready to accept my fair 'punishment' from friends if they forgot when my birthday is. But then again, I don't want something big this time, I want to quietly***** pass my kidshood into the next stage of life. BUT! For sure, even though my mind is growing, my soul is still as hyper and crazy as a kid, it will be, always. :)
***** quietly but doesn't mean NO birthday ok people that actually read this, if you want to buy me a present/car/house/Spongebob/batman/drink/dinner/anything, I STILL WANT ok? tak tau malu sikit.
So, in relation to age, there's another weird thing that had been going around. My mother is telling every one that I am getting married soon. Wtf?! Mum, I am not even officially 20 yet, and who am I going to be marry to now? Siapa nak kahwin budak ni yang masih nampak macam budak? I highly suspect she has migrate plans that does not include me -_-
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Remember my previous post about WongFu Productions videos? I have finally spent my time watching all videos on Youtube after exam and I am obsessed with Philip Wang! ;p I have fetish over guys that are fat/chubby and/or guys with thick eyebrows and hairy face, I mean with mustache, beards and goatees! Hugh Jackman? Ed Westwick? David Villa? Philip Wang? :p hehehe. If a guy have both the criteria then confirm will make me go crazy.
And also, I realised the other dude, Wesley Chan look exactly like one of my ex boyfriend from high school! :O
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I am going crazy with my bb battery life. Last time when I was using my Nokia, I use it to text every second and talk on the phone for hours and the battery doesn't drain much. Now? I rarely use to text as often as I do and I rarely talk on the phone as much and the battery drained very fast! :( usually phoneless by end of noon.
I am going crazy with my bb battery life. Last time when I was using my Nokia, I use it to text every second and talk on the phone for hours and the battery doesn't drain much. Now? I rarely use to text as often as I do and I rarely talk on the phone as much and the battery drained very fast! :( usually phoneless by end of noon.
That's all for now.
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