Dont know what are we fighting for

Don’t try to explain your mind
I know what’s happening here
One minute it’s love
And suddenly it’s like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world’s nothing when you don’t
I’m not here without a shield
Can’t go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like..

Can’t swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can’t surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don’t wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your…

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we’ll wake up and we’ll be alright
Cause baby we don’t have to fight
And I don’t want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor…
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like…
Why does love always feel like…

A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant to start a war
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

bad bad bad,super uber bad

ps: no offence to anyone out there

common quote you may heard from girls :

1. ' oh my god!i look so fat in this okay!'

2. 'oh shit,i've gone fatter d :('

3. ' im on a diet!'

4. 'i dont like being fat,i cant get beautiful clothes :('

5. 'she is so thin,i want to be like her'

So,you may know i have always been petite or tiny or small size. some girls may want to be small and thin like the examples above BUT! i have been losing weight since,hmm,a year? :(

from size s to xs and now? size negative okay! :'(

is better to be meat-ly to meat-less i tell you girls! so whoever on diet! NO! dont! im not saying i am but i just lose weight automatically since long ago :( and i DONT like it at all

problems?well,YOU CANT FREAKING GET ANYTHING NICE WHEN YOU GO SHOPPING! :( i have time to shop lately since it is my holiday,and is the sales too :) but you know what,every time i get into the fitting room,after first outfit (despite how many other nice clothes i sooo wanted to try on) ,i will straight away stomp out of the dressing room and leave ! :'( this is causing so much stress to me,really :(

see!

first pic : from bit curvy (THE HAPPIEST WEIGHT!) to hunchback of norther dam to bones!

second pic : from chubby round face to pizza face! so big difference okay! my face bones also can see d ! (mind you,i have chubby cheeks since i was born and ONLY NOW i can see my bones,after 17 years! :[ )

:( MAJOR CRISIS!

king of all

so today me and my mum past by speedy at one utama.the screen was playing mj's concert,he was really good,so i asked mum,jomm,lets buy his concert album :D i knew my mum wanted to so we went in and tada!

inside joke:

mum asked,

so you girls knew king of pop is Michael Jackson

so who is king of rock? i said, Elvis?

okay,then who is queen of pop? er,Madonna maybe?

okay,do you know what your dad said? Queen Latifah because her name got queen in front *doink* HAHAH!

touching much

so yes,i stayed up yesterday night to watch this morning's mj's memorial service at 1am.gotta admit,is really worth staying up till 4am :D all those touching moment,you can really felt that mj is a giver and a happy person even though his life was indeed quite a mess,but he did not stop going,that's really taught us much ek :)

did cried and especially when usher touched his hearse and broke down with tears,Brooke shield's touching speech and the moment of all time : his daughter said,'daddy was the best father and i love him,i love him so much..' wow,those words,you can really felt that mj had a strong bond with his kids :')

another day goes by

i think i need to do something more productive than this everyday

short again

so well,you may know or may not know that i have natural curly hairs like my mummy since i was born. and i've been keeping it short since primary to form 5,last year i start keeping it long.and the process was quite hmm,bushy? haha my hair was quite bushy last time when it was shoulder length.so after almost 2 years,i finally keep it long with my natural long curls.i was loving it so much :) really

but! since i was getting skinnier while my hair grows,i look very weak and macam African kid with long hair,SO my mum brought me for a haircut today and it ended up like this

short again.aiyo :S but i look not so skinny la haha

wrong button

i accidentally press the wrong button and my links are all deleted,couldn't remember all of your blog,so whoever you are reading this,if you want me to link you,leave me a comment :)

im not being emo

have you ever felt that sometimes some things just wont leave you alone?

not being emotional but sometimes i wonder why is it so.

yes i am

wipe my eyes like you used to.
brush my hair when you look into my eyes.
hug me into your arms like a baby.

you suck but i love you